Dieting to hear from you

Forces of nature have aligned, and I'm dieting again. So far I've lost 6 lbs. Which is a start. Granted it has only been a week, so it has been a good start.

I'm doing a modified Slim-Fast/Special K/Frozen Dinner/Negative Calorie Diet. (and of course vitamins) I basically "graze" during the day, and stop for lunch and dinner. (Breakfast is coffee and a Protein bar.) Weight loss will always be a battle for me, (unless I find something other than a "desk job") but if I can get good habits I hope I can maintain a healthy weight. Stopping the fertility treatments will definitely help.

The more I think about it, I don't think kids are meant for us. As much as I want to go through another round of treatments, the cost is prohibitive for such a large possibility of a negative result. I'm just now getting back on track emotionally and our last failed attempt was October! I don't know if I can do it again mentally, physically, or financially. Tim doesn't seem to care either way, since he can always father a child at some point, it's not really an issue for him. It (like my weight loss) is my issue, one that I must face alone.