Isn't it Ironic

I'm still in shock over the fact that the IVF didn't work. I guess it's the "newbie" in me. I've read so many stories on how the first or even all IVF cycles often do not work that I should have known better. But I seemed to respond so well to the treatments, and almost everything fertilized, and since some even grew into a blast, I really truly believed I would be one of the lucky ones! I was even ok with having triplets!

I have a consult with the Dr tomorrow to see if they know what went wrong. When I talked to my coordinator today, I was told that I have to take a break between the IVF cycle and the FET cycle. Which is just as well, since I'm probably not mentally prepared to deal with another failure. Although maybe I need to go in thinking things won't work. It seems like a lot of people I know got pregnant when they didn't want to. I on the other hand seem to want it too much.