Black sheep...

My hair stylist pointed out last weekend that I'm the "black sheep" of the family. (Because I'm normal.) The more I thought about it this week, the more I realized he's right. Now don't get me wrong, I love my family, and don't wish them ill. But every time I talk to my them I end up hanging up depressed or upset after hearing about the 'drama' that happens to one person or another. Then throughout the week, I end up suddenly feeling angry, pissed, or just sad when I think about things I don't have any control over. This can not be healthy, especially if I'm going to be dealing with the stress of IVF soon. So I've decided to cut my family ties for awhile. We'll see how things go, but I have the feeling I will be much happier in the long run.

My consultation with the IVF Dr. Is on Monday, hopefully things will go well, and we'll come up with a successful game plan. Then we need to figure out how we're going to pay for things! One of our friends thought we should start a pay pal account, which is a great idea. However, out of good conscience, I would have to disclose we have a car collection of sorts, which may not bode well for the potential contributor. So I guess I will jut have to figure out another way to make things happen, without selling our cars or horses in the process.