The big talk...

You don't realize what you're made of until you have to make some difficult choices. Tim is of the mindset if we were meant to have kids naturally, it would have happened already. Part of me thinks he's right, and the other part thinks well maybe this month. But unfortunately wishful thinking hasn't worked. :-( So it's either keep believing in the delusion until there's no time left for any other options, or bite the bullet and move forward.

I'm still a bit apprehensive about IVF and the anesthesia, but after weighing the pros and cons, the pro's won out. I think I'd always ask "What if" unless we at least tried. With IVF we'll know more about the quality of my eggs and if they can even form embryos. Tim thinks the fact I had Rheumatic Fever as a child might be part of the problem. I still think it's stress, but that's just me. I'm hoping the IVF will shed a light on things so we can get closure, preferably in a bundle of blue (and/or pink).