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For some bizarre reason I'm fighting depression! My job is stressful, but nothing out of the ordinary, my acupuncturist said that I am responding to the herbs and treatments well, and I'm exercising and loosing weight. Yet I am an emotional basket case, and unfortunately I can't blame pregnancy or PMS.
Tim thinks it's either the herbs I've been taking or that I may be coming to terms with the fact we may not have kids. He's usually pretty astute about these kinds of things, so perhaps he's right. The fact it seems to rain all the time lately, probably does not help my mood. I definitely am a sun person; the murkily dark days seem to mirror my melancholy mood. Hopefully I'll get over it soon and move on...
Tim thinks it's either the herbs I've been taking or that I may be coming to terms with the fact we may not have kids. He's usually pretty astute about these kinds of things, so perhaps he's right. The fact it seems to rain all the time lately, probably does not help my mood. I definitely am a sun person; the murkily dark days seem to mirror my melancholy mood. Hopefully I'll get over it soon and move on...
posted by Susan at 4:47 PM
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Wow...I don't wish to make light of your feelings but you don't know how many times I have wished I was you. I'm 41 and I have a 2 year old plus 4 other kids. Oh and a needy programmer husband! Hello!
What has really killed me is women my age. They look at me and think to themselves "what was you thinking?". Yea people have been rude and sometimes it hurts.
The person that has held me up this last year has been a friend that can't have kids. She's watched my daughter so that I could leave the house and invited me to party's where my daughter is welcome. She has emailed me out of the blue and asked if I'm ok. I need her in my life and I bet you understand what I'm telling you. Don't beat yourself up...
Be Safe
Thanks; I’m learning more and more people are clueless. Once you hit a certain age it’s either, “Why don’t you have children?” to “OMG, you have tons!” You can’t let it get to you, I knew a few families in my hometown with 10 or more kids so 5 are not so bad.
Good luck and enjoy.
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